This is a brief introduction to who I am and how my spiritual journey has progressed since last year. Thank you for being here and giving me space to share my experiences.
To really get the feel of what my spirituality is to me right now, you must first understand who I was before I awakened. I would have considered myself a non believer. Not that I denied that anything more existed, but I just didn’t know, nor did I care. I really feel like spirit started to change my life at the tail end of 2019. I had a very close friend of mine pass away, and I was in university out of the state in which I grew up and graduated. Being so far away and so isolated really took such a large mental toll on me- and I had no way to deal or cope with it. I was in school full time, working full time- until I decided that I needed to leave school. I felt so heavy and so burnt out from everything that was going on. 2020 rolled around, which marked the beginning of the infamous Coronavirus Pandemic. In that moment I was so glad that I left school when I did, because the Universe knew I would have lost my mind.
A couple of months passed by- I had left my job due to the pandemic. I had a rough end to a relationship that I was in at the time. After this relationship I was left extremely hurt. I had no job, no money, and really had no idea how I was going to pay my rent, bills, and eat. It was during this time that I began my awakening. I started to have dreams and people(spirits) would come speak to me in my sleep. I didn’t think much of it, until one day I was with a group of friends and I could hear someone speaking to me. I didn’t understand what was going on at all, but that night sparked everything for me.
As if I were learning everything at once but nothing at all, it came out of nowhere. I was so confused and so out of it. I felt like I was floating all of the time and nothing felt real to me. With the help of some mentors, readers, I was able to recognize my intuitive gifts and manage my awakening during the roughest points.
Now I am in a place where I have so much faith in spirit, and I am learning to trust myself and my intuition more and more every day. I know that everything happens for a reason, and that life will always guide you where you need to be if you allow it to. So to me, my spirituality is my trust. It gives me trust in myself and in the Universe. I practice, grow, and learn every day. And my awakening is what pushed me to work on my own shadows so that I can share my light and help others find their own.
That’s why I am here now, to share my experiences and my gifts to anyone who feels called to me and my energy. I allow everyone to come, go, and share with me as they please. We all have something to share with one another- and my awakening has taught me that.